Ahead

I've been following you advise! You were right, it makes things look easier and bearable! No more tears through the night, no more self punishment and mercy to throw me even deeper in the hole I digged for myself without knowing. I have enough time to worry about my sins and bad decisions when I have some peace of mind! Right now, the time of everything, one more drop in the glass and I would drown, so I won't be thinking about my own misery and I'll walk the walk of the brave and solve all this we have ahead! I know it's practical but together with all the rest you know it's been difficult for me, I've been longing for an end and the end is near, another stage of life passed when a new one is at it's beggining! It's just this I want to tell you beloved, for now at least,the rest today I feel like wishper it at you ear while we dance the oldest of dances and our souls join in rejoice!!!